Finding yourself

Finding yourself is like finding a needle in a haystack.
Nearly impossible, especially when the needle looks almost l like the haystack.
You could find that needle, but only after spending hundreds of hours and possibly years finding it.
Now what if that haystack was over three foot ball fields could you find it then?
What is the point in trying to figure yourself out when it is darn well impossible?
Simply it cannot be done. Forgetting the fact that it is impossible, but rather it is not complicated at all.
You have hay and then you have a needle. Some of you would say oh I can find it. Ill simply start from one end and work my way through. Sure you could do that, but what if you missed it. While you were moving the hay from the section that is unchecked. Then you are looking through a portion that does not even have it! Let me take you through this then..

You are not of this world, but you are in it. The world is like a giant haystack and you are a needle in it.
Quiet simply the best person in the whole universe to even find that needle is Jesus Christ.
Trying to find it as a human is impossible, but Jesus Christ makes the impossible possible.

Letting go of who you are and doing soul searching is the hardest part of life. Who am I? The vary question can drive someone insane and often consume them. What do I want? What do I dream? These things we have to give to Christ. Praying that he will show us the road that he will open the doors. But we have to walk through the doors with courage and faith that he will prosper us. Even if we fail in the process we must try again. Because life is not without it's failures and success.

We in the end are in control over what we do with our lives. Finding ourselves is a life journey in that we learn of the process of life. In that we will find out it's many secrets, darkness, and many beauties. If we hold on to all that is bad then all we will see is that of the darkness, but if we hold on to what is good and heavenly we will find that in life we find death. And from that event there is something so much more beautiful. Eternity.

Eternity is such a massive word that we cannot even comprehend, hence why we have no idea of what it is like to even see God in the face. If God is eternal then he must be able to figure out who you are. After all are you all that big? Or even all that complicated? Search for Him, find yourself. Ask Him who you are.